Nothing
Posted on: Saturday, October 24, 2009
Posted at: 5:48 PM
song on repeat.
again and again.
my heart feels on repeat too. 
the feeling keeps coming back. 

i turn around, see an empty bed. the bed where you used to lie with me. 
you kept it warm, you keep me warm. 
without you, it feels cold.

look to my left, see an empty space by the door. the space where your luggage used to sit. 
you kept my room real, you make it real. 
without you, it feels so empty. 

i really miss you. 
i look at the notes, movie tickets, photos, it makes me cry. 
why can't we just run away together?
and start our lives anew. 

when you're not here, 
i got no one to be with,
i got nowhere to go,
i got nothing to do. 
everyday is just another day that i just look forward to sleeping again so that time will pass faster...
to the day i see you again. 

i wish you're here baby.
without you here, i'm nothing. 

Pain
Posted on: Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Posted at: 3:13 AM
People say "love is pain".
I agree. 
Not because I've been hurt, or am hurting.

You took the pain away.
You make me feel like I'm worth something.
You make me happy.
You make me feel like the luckiest girl in the universe.
You give me love.

The most painful thing in the world is to be apart from the one you love.
But for you baby, it's worth it. 

Thank you for loving me baby.