Play Nice
Posted on: Friday, March 09, 2007
Posted at: 3:50 AM
Posted at: 3:50 AM
Sometimes, I really don't know how to please myself.
'Heroes' is such an addictive show! I swear it gets better and better. It just makes me wanna watch and watch and watch! All the way till episode 18. It's been nothing but unexpected endings.
The last was what Peter Petrelli getting his head sliced open by Sylar.
Feels really grossed out watching it. But I knew I'd never experience that kind of pain. Not that I want to really. Just the same thing happens in life.
You'll never understand the pain one goes through until you experience it for yourself.
So those people who like to deceive themselves and people around them should do themselves a favour.... get a life and treat people with respect. Everyone's got feelings. Doesn't mean you have to hurt someone in order to feel good about yourself. That's not how the world works.
I believe, however, that what goes around comes around. And karma will find you if you decide to be a jerk. You may be able to fool people around you. But you'll never fool yourself forever. And you will never ever fool that man watching from above. He knows everything. And he'll take you out when he feels it's your time.
You think I can't protect them forever. You're right. I can't save the world. Truly I can't. But as long as I'm around, don't even think about hurting the people I love. And as long as I'm alive, I'll never stop doing my best to protect them. I'll do whatever it takes to shield them against what you're gonna do to them. And when I say 'whatever it takes', I do mean whatever!
Guess the only way for you to get to them is through me. And the only way you'll succeed is when I'm no longer around. I suppose you'll be looking forward to that moment.
But even when I'm no longer here, I'll be watching you. I'll still be doing my part protecting the people I love. I'll still find ways to stop you. And there's nothing you can do about it.
In the meantime, if you want to play this game, play nice. Cos' if you don't, I won't.
'Heroes' is such an addictive show! I swear it gets better and better. It just makes me wanna watch and watch and watch! All the way till episode 18. It's been nothing but unexpected endings.
The last was what Peter Petrelli getting his head sliced open by Sylar.
Feels really grossed out watching it. But I knew I'd never experience that kind of pain. Not that I want to really. Just the same thing happens in life.
You'll never understand the pain one goes through until you experience it for yourself.
So those people who like to deceive themselves and people around them should do themselves a favour.... get a life and treat people with respect. Everyone's got feelings. Doesn't mean you have to hurt someone in order to feel good about yourself. That's not how the world works.
I believe, however, that what goes around comes around. And karma will find you if you decide to be a jerk. You may be able to fool people around you. But you'll never fool yourself forever. And you will never ever fool that man watching from above. He knows everything. And he'll take you out when he feels it's your time.
You think I can't protect them forever. You're right. I can't save the world. Truly I can't. But as long as I'm around, don't even think about hurting the people I love. And as long as I'm alive, I'll never stop doing my best to protect them. I'll do whatever it takes to shield them against what you're gonna do to them. And when I say 'whatever it takes', I do mean whatever!
Guess the only way for you to get to them is through me. And the only way you'll succeed is when I'm no longer around. I suppose you'll be looking forward to that moment.
But even when I'm no longer here, I'll be watching you. I'll still be doing my part protecting the people I love. I'll still find ways to stop you. And there's nothing you can do about it.
In the meantime, if you want to play this game, play nice. Cos' if you don't, I won't.
Give Up Now Or Die Trying?
Posted on: Thursday, March 08, 2007
Posted at: 6:01 AM
Posted at: 6:01 AM
Have decided to blog while waiting for my i-pod to be updated.
It's past 5am in the morning and don't ask me why I'm still up. I've been spending these couple of nights updating and sorting out my entire music database and yes... it's finally done! So now updating my i-pod so that I can finally turn off my lappie to let it rest for once in these 3 days!
Now that I have more time in my hands, I've been thinking about a lot of things and reminiscing on a lot of precious times spent with precious people. It's quite sad actually. Thinking that now that my internship's over, I'll have more time to spend with my friends and family. But who'd knew they're not as free as I am! Oh well... all I have to say is it doesn't matter if we don't see each other for months. Just as long as we remember each other and when we finally meet, we can talk about anything and everything under the sun.
Do you think I'm fat? I don't think I am that bad actually considering my size. I do eat a lot I admit. But I make sure I know how much I'm eating.
Mummy's been a total control freak recently. Especially about my diet! It's so hard to have a meal with her now without her complaining about the amount I eat and the food I eat. It's just so annoying!
My whole life have been controlled by her. My medicine, my hobbies, my time.... the only thing that wasn't controlled was my diet. And yes, the word is 'WAS'. Now she's really controlling everything I put in my mouth. So I'm actually happier when I'm out with my friends, when she has no idea what I'm eating. That's the only time I enjoy peace and quiet before and during meals.
But I know she loves me. I love her too.
I went for the Kids' Central audition 2 weeks ago. I felt I did fine. Just they haven't called yet. Wonder whether they will anyhow. Has anyone got a call yet? I'd rather know I didn't make the cut now than waiting.
I remember telling Nurun that if this Kids' Central thing don't work out, that's it for my media career, and I shall pursue something else. Am really getting sick and tired of doors opening and closing in my face.
I just wonder if it's better to just give up now or die trying.
Love is so complicated. And it's powerful enough to make people do things they never thought they would.
If you're facing some bad luck in that area, do know that I ain't got a love life and will prolly never have one. So if you at least had a taste of it, good for you. If your heart's got broken, join the club! My heart's in pieces and spirit's lost. Anyhow, do know that I feel for you and am just a call away. (I shall not mention names and be so obvious that the whole world will know who you are =p)
On the brighter side, in case anyone's wondering, Denise got into Mass Communcations at Ngee Ann. Am counting on some of you to look out for her yeah? And of course, all the best for results that are gonna be released soon!
PJ: Don't go 'why?!?!'! I'm counting on you to look after her k! And smack anyone who bullies her for me. If not tell me. We'll smack the bugger together!
Over and out yo!
It's past 5am in the morning and don't ask me why I'm still up. I've been spending these couple of nights updating and sorting out my entire music database and yes... it's finally done! So now updating my i-pod so that I can finally turn off my lappie to let it rest for once in these 3 days!
Now that I have more time in my hands, I've been thinking about a lot of things and reminiscing on a lot of precious times spent with precious people. It's quite sad actually. Thinking that now that my internship's over, I'll have more time to spend with my friends and family. But who'd knew they're not as free as I am! Oh well... all I have to say is it doesn't matter if we don't see each other for months. Just as long as we remember each other and when we finally meet, we can talk about anything and everything under the sun.
Do you think I'm fat? I don't think I am that bad actually considering my size. I do eat a lot I admit. But I make sure I know how much I'm eating.
Mummy's been a total control freak recently. Especially about my diet! It's so hard to have a meal with her now without her complaining about the amount I eat and the food I eat. It's just so annoying!
My whole life have been controlled by her. My medicine, my hobbies, my time.... the only thing that wasn't controlled was my diet. And yes, the word is 'WAS'. Now she's really controlling everything I put in my mouth. So I'm actually happier when I'm out with my friends, when she has no idea what I'm eating. That's the only time I enjoy peace and quiet before and during meals.
But I know she loves me. I love her too.
I went for the Kids' Central audition 2 weeks ago. I felt I did fine. Just they haven't called yet. Wonder whether they will anyhow. Has anyone got a call yet? I'd rather know I didn't make the cut now than waiting.
I remember telling Nurun that if this Kids' Central thing don't work out, that's it for my media career, and I shall pursue something else. Am really getting sick and tired of doors opening and closing in my face.
I just wonder if it's better to just give up now or die trying.
Love is so complicated. And it's powerful enough to make people do things they never thought they would.
If you're facing some bad luck in that area, do know that I ain't got a love life and will prolly never have one. So if you at least had a taste of it, good for you. If your heart's got broken, join the club! My heart's in pieces and spirit's lost. Anyhow, do know that I feel for you and am just a call away. (I shall not mention names and be so obvious that the whole world will know who you are =p)
On the brighter side, in case anyone's wondering, Denise got into Mass Communcations at Ngee Ann. Am counting on some of you to look out for her yeah? And of course, all the best for results that are gonna be released soon!
PJ: Don't go 'why?!?!'! I'm counting on you to look after her k! And smack anyone who bullies her for me. If not tell me. We'll smack the bugger together!
Over and out yo!