Music is the key
Posted on: Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Posted at: 11:57 AM
Posted at: 11:57 AM
I close my eyes
And I smile
Knowing that
Everything is alright...
Sometimes I wonder how I will be if things weren't how they are now. How different will life be? I admit, I'm not always happy with how things go in my life. But I know ultimately everything will be alright.
For I have family, friends and myself.
Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time...
But nights get so lonely most of the time. Coming home and sometimes it just doesn't feel like home at all. Sometimes I could just run away. I know I'll regret saying this one day. But I can't wait to leave this place.
But I'll miss you.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight...
Does it really?
'Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah...
We have things we want. Desperately want. But it's not as easy as just wanting it and it'll be yours. Action must be taken. But most of the time, my best isn't enough. It never is. I'm still nowhere near where I want to be.
What is true love? Does it really exist? I don't know. Because I've never been in love before. But I love my friends. I love my family. I'd do anything for them. Even if it means facing my fears for them. I will. Cos' everything else Don't Matter.
But I'm gonna fight.
Fight for my dreams. Fight for my right to love.
If you don't want my love, please tell me. I'll fuck off.
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go...
I know I'm loved by everyone. If you hate me, that's ok. You're free to your own feelings.
Thanks for loving me. But are you loving the real me? If not, let me go.
And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me, I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen!
Even I can't handle myself sometimes.
But hell yeah, I'm the Best Damn Thing your eyes have ever seen!
And I smile
Knowing that
Everything is alright...
Sometimes I wonder how I will be if things weren't how they are now. How different will life be? I admit, I'm not always happy with how things go in my life. But I know ultimately everything will be alright.
For I have family, friends and myself.
Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time...
But nights get so lonely most of the time. Coming home and sometimes it just doesn't feel like home at all. Sometimes I could just run away. I know I'll regret saying this one day. But I can't wait to leave this place.
But I'll miss you.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight...
Does it really?
'Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah...
We have things we want. Desperately want. But it's not as easy as just wanting it and it'll be yours. Action must be taken. But most of the time, my best isn't enough. It never is. I'm still nowhere near where I want to be.
What is true love? Does it really exist? I don't know. Because I've never been in love before. But I love my friends. I love my family. I'd do anything for them. Even if it means facing my fears for them. I will. Cos' everything else Don't Matter.
But I'm gonna fight.
Fight for my dreams. Fight for my right to love.
If you don't want my love, please tell me. I'll fuck off.
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go...
I know I'm loved by everyone. If you hate me, that's ok. You're free to your own feelings.
Thanks for loving me. But are you loving the real me? If not, let me go.
And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me, I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen!
Even I can't handle myself sometimes.
But hell yeah, I'm the Best Damn Thing your eyes have ever seen!
Healing
Posted on: Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Posted at: 1:46 AM
Posted at: 1:46 AM
I'm actually typing without my contact lenses in my eyes. And I'm not putting on my specs cos' I just applied moisturizing cream on my face. Yes, I can be quite vain. Is that a crime? Just that my face have been so dry that it's starting to hurt, like I can feel it cracking.
That's beside the point.
The only reason why I'm blogging now is cos' I'm charging my phone so in the meantime, I'm gonna just rant here a bit. I'll give it another 10 minutes.
Things have been crazy on my side.
About the Voodoo job, I switched to part time. It's a really long story. Bottomline is I like the job. But the problem is I don't love it. Plus it's not as easy as being paid to stone and waste your time away.
For me, I was very deprived of my social life, felt like my IQ is dropping day by day just sitting there, I can't eat or pee when I need to.... it was pretty bad but I survived!
I just started my part time schedule last week. And it's been going really well for me. I've finally found the time to do so many things that I've never got a chance to since I started working full time.
In the meantime, I'm gonna save up the cash for University, figure out what I really want to do and just have fun.
I've been able to find time to hang out with friends these past week.
It was awesome hanging out with PJ and Jane again to celebrate Jane's Birthday. I just love them la. Jane and I met up on Saturday and we had this soup trail.... oh my God, which makes me feel guilty cos' of all that food that we ate.
Lucky for me, I've been going to the gym a lot.
I have tonnes of photos. But I'm just too lazy to upload them now. I've put some of them up on my Friendster. So if you're curious, you can go check it out.
I just went out with Ai Zhu and Xing Hui today. And we caught up a lot with each other. Which is good. Like what Ai Zhu says, 'Quality over Quantity'. It's not the number of times we meet that's important. It's the fact that we're still good friends and we can talk about anything under the sun. =)
We met up with the guys to watch 'Spider Man III'. It was an ok movie. I'm still so amused that they're still alive after being hit and swung around so many times.
Things are certainly starting to get better now.
And I've got this huge event that I've been given the opportunity to host. For that, I've got Herbert to thank! What would I do without him? I just love my Big Bro! I'll give the details another time.
Ok. 10 minutes up. I don't care if the battery ain't full. I'm going to bed.
That's beside the point.
The only reason why I'm blogging now is cos' I'm charging my phone so in the meantime, I'm gonna just rant here a bit. I'll give it another 10 minutes.
Things have been crazy on my side.
About the Voodoo job, I switched to part time. It's a really long story. Bottomline is I like the job. But the problem is I don't love it. Plus it's not as easy as being paid to stone and waste your time away.
For me, I was very deprived of my social life, felt like my IQ is dropping day by day just sitting there, I can't eat or pee when I need to.... it was pretty bad but I survived!
I just started my part time schedule last week. And it's been going really well for me. I've finally found the time to do so many things that I've never got a chance to since I started working full time.
In the meantime, I'm gonna save up the cash for University, figure out what I really want to do and just have fun.
I've been able to find time to hang out with friends these past week.
It was awesome hanging out with PJ and Jane again to celebrate Jane's Birthday. I just love them la. Jane and I met up on Saturday and we had this soup trail.... oh my God, which makes me feel guilty cos' of all that food that we ate.
Lucky for me, I've been going to the gym a lot.
I have tonnes of photos. But I'm just too lazy to upload them now. I've put some of them up on my Friendster. So if you're curious, you can go check it out.
I just went out with Ai Zhu and Xing Hui today. And we caught up a lot with each other. Which is good. Like what Ai Zhu says, 'Quality over Quantity'. It's not the number of times we meet that's important. It's the fact that we're still good friends and we can talk about anything under the sun. =)
We met up with the guys to watch 'Spider Man III'. It was an ok movie. I'm still so amused that they're still alive after being hit and swung around so many times.
Things are certainly starting to get better now.
And I've got this huge event that I've been given the opportunity to host. For that, I've got Herbert to thank! What would I do without him? I just love my Big Bro! I'll give the details another time.
Ok. 10 minutes up. I don't care if the battery ain't full. I'm going to bed.