Dream
Posted on: Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Posted at: 12:20 AM
Posted at: 12:20 AM
a girl who'd risk anything
to fight for what she believes in
to sing and to dance
finally she got the chance
she never stopped believing
she never stopped dreaming
to live the dream is what she desires
one fine day, her lucky star shone
and her prayers were answered
live the dream
i'd like that
but how far will that be?
seems like eternity
with what i have at hand
technically, i have nothing
nothing to move me closer
right now, i stay stagnant
i'd like to go there now
i'm still believing
that my prayers will be answered
after all my waiting
when will that be?
i don't know
will it even happen?
only time will tell
in the meantime, i'll dream
cos' then my pain will fade away
to fight for what she believes in
to sing and to dance
finally she got the chance
she never stopped believing
she never stopped dreaming
to live the dream is what she desires
one fine day, her lucky star shone
and her prayers were answered
live the dream
i'd like that
but how far will that be?
seems like eternity
with what i have at hand
technically, i have nothing
nothing to move me closer
right now, i stay stagnant
i'd like to go there now
i'm still believing
that my prayers will be answered
after all my waiting
when will that be?
i don't know
will it even happen?
only time will tell
in the meantime, i'll dream
cos' then my pain will fade away
who will believe in me?
Bloodline
Posted on: Monday, August 27, 2007
Posted at: 12:08 AM
Posted at: 12:08 AM
long day
it was so draining
to deal with those kids
sometimes i wish i never took this job
suddenly i feel i didn't have a clue
suddenly i feel i'm not cut out for the job
i suddenly sit there in envy
i suddenly wonder what it'll be like
to have the 2 people caring like that
concerned faces
loving caresses
i never had that
i never had anything they had
in awe, i sat there
all i can do is envy
and wonder how it feels like to be in their shoes
you both never got along
how long do you want this to go on?
i guess you're too caught up in each others' lives
to even give a shit about mine
guess i mean nothing to you
nothing's important about me
it doesn't concern you does it?
why does your blood flow in mine?
it was so draining
to deal with those kids
sometimes i wish i never took this job
suddenly i feel i didn't have a clue
suddenly i feel i'm not cut out for the job
i suddenly sit there in envy
i suddenly wonder what it'll be like
to have the 2 people caring like that
concerned faces
loving caresses
i never had that
i never had anything they had
in awe, i sat there
all i can do is envy
and wonder how it feels like to be in their shoes
you both never got along
how long do you want this to go on?
i guess you're too caught up in each others' lives
to even give a shit about mine
guess i mean nothing to you
nothing's important about me
it doesn't concern you does it?
why does your blood flow in mine?
i'm an orphan. i'd rather be.
you make me wish i was never born
Hold It Against Me
Posted on: Sunday, August 26, 2007
Posted at: 11:44 PM
Posted at: 11:44 PM
i know you miss it
i know you want it
but sadly you can't have it
at least not till another 3 months or so
i feel it's my fault
i caused you to lose it
is it my fault really?
or is it just me seriously?
i blame myself for all that i've caused
i blame myself for all that you've lost
i don't know how to make up to you
i'd do anything at any cost
i think my buckets of love isn't enough
to replace all that you yearn
to help you understand this
i've yet to learn
i'm sorry for the trouble
i'm sorry for your loss
i'll do my best to make it up to you
know i love you and no other
i know you want it
but sadly you can't have it
at least not till another 3 months or so
i feel it's my fault
i caused you to lose it
is it my fault really?
or is it just me seriously?
i blame myself for all that i've caused
i blame myself for all that you've lost
i don't know how to make up to you
i'd do anything at any cost
i think my buckets of love isn't enough
to replace all that you yearn
to help you understand this
i've yet to learn
i'm sorry for the trouble
i'm sorry for your loss
i'll do my best to make it up to you
know i love you and no other
have you ever held it against me?
Each Time
Posted on: Monday, August 20, 2007
Posted at: 2:21 PM
Posted at: 2:21 PM
each time you speak
i listen with excitement
it doesn't matter what you say
i just want to hear your voice everyday
each time you whine
my heart melts
i'll give you what you want
i'd go to the ends of the earth to find
each time you cry
my heart breaks into a billion pieces
i'd take away the pain
i'd trade my smiles for your tears in all instances
each time you laugh
i feel a tingle in my soul
i'd even laugh along
i'm happy with you, you must know
each time you move
my mind gets filled with excitement
i don't care what you do next
i just love to see you in action
each time you pay attention in class
i'd want to learn along with you
i won't understand a word
but i know you'd know what to do
each time you write
i'd want to read your words
is it about me?
just know that i think of you all day and night
each time you stone
i'd be so amused
i'd also stare into space
for at your beauty, i'm amazed
each time you smile
it lightens my soul
it lifts me up
i won't want that moment to go
each time you give a face
i want to know what is it
i'd take a million pictures
i don't want to lose those memoires one bit
each time you kiss me
i still feel renewed
i'd want it to last forever
i don't care if my heart attack becomes severe
each time you hold my hand
i don't want to let go
my hands only belong to you
that you must know
each time you say you love me
i want to hear it again and again
i'd say i love you too
for my love for you is true
each time you do something
anything at all
i really don't care what you do
because i know I Love You!
i listen with excitement
it doesn't matter what you say
i just want to hear your voice everyday
each time you whine
my heart melts
i'll give you what you want
i'd go to the ends of the earth to find
each time you cry
my heart breaks into a billion pieces
i'd take away the pain
i'd trade my smiles for your tears in all instances
each time you laugh
i feel a tingle in my soul
i'd even laugh along
i'm happy with you, you must know
each time you move
my mind gets filled with excitement
i don't care what you do next
i just love to see you in action
each time you pay attention in class
i'd want to learn along with you
i won't understand a word
but i know you'd know what to do
each time you write
i'd want to read your words
is it about me?
just know that i think of you all day and night
each time you stone
i'd be so amused
i'd also stare into space
for at your beauty, i'm amazed
each time you smile
it lightens my soul
it lifts me up
i won't want that moment to go
each time you give a face
i want to know what is it
i'd take a million pictures
i don't want to lose those memoires one bit
each time you kiss me
i still feel renewed
i'd want it to last forever
i don't care if my heart attack becomes severe
each time you hold my hand
i don't want to let go
my hands only belong to you
that you must know
each time you say you love me
i want to hear it again and again
i'd say i love you too
for my love for you is true
each time you do something
anything at all
i really don't care what you do
because i know I Love You!
"I have a dream...
a dream that you'll stick with me...
will you?"
What I've Got
Posted on: Sunday, August 19, 2007
Posted at: 11:26 PM
Posted at: 11:26 PM
walking on the streets
you may find something new
you might want it, you might not
but who would say no to something at your feet?
a piece of paper you may find
a penny to bring you luck may shine
a bus ticket maybe
a dollar coin for you to pay your fee
all the small things
i've found them before
but all can't compare
to what i've got....
Heart
my heart has learnt to love
opened itself to new places
something that used to be hard in all cases
Peace
to keep calm was hard to do
i've stopped worrying about things
tension taken away from my mind-strings
Courage
doing things i thought i'd never do
make a difference in my mind and attitude
stretching myself to a higher altitude
Inspiration
write all that's on my mind
with all the possible words i can find
now i no longer write with aggrevation
Happiness
i've learnt the value of a smile
now i show it more
it no longer feels like such a chore
Laughter
it's always me making people laugh with no reason defined
now i find myself laughing out loud
something i've not done in such a long time
Patience
taking things slower
see no point in rushing through my life
i'd spend longer to find a purpose more precise
Vision
opening my eyes to the things around me
seeing the world with a new light
seeing myself with a new insight
Beauty
i learnt i'm beautiful
i don't think i look the best
but at least i don't care about the rest
Warmth
the world is cold and cruel
but i drown in the warmth that's left
from the love i get
Love
being loved is a great feeling
this love is different
something worth every bit of sacrificing
all these things are not easy to find
some of it is easier to say and harder to do
but i'll continue learning
cos' all this started because of you!
things changed since i found you
i've changed to a great deal
most of it i'm willing to do
you opened my eyes to all that's new
thank you for loving me
thank you for changing me
i love you beyond reason
you're my guardian angel, my northern star, my inspiration!
you may find something new
you might want it, you might not
but who would say no to something at your feet?
a piece of paper you may find
a penny to bring you luck may shine
a bus ticket maybe
a dollar coin for you to pay your fee
all the small things
i've found them before
but all can't compare
to what i've got....
Heart
my heart has learnt to love
opened itself to new places
something that used to be hard in all cases
Peace
to keep calm was hard to do
i've stopped worrying about things
tension taken away from my mind-strings
Courage
doing things i thought i'd never do
make a difference in my mind and attitude
stretching myself to a higher altitude
Inspiration
write all that's on my mind
with all the possible words i can find
now i no longer write with aggrevation
Happiness
i've learnt the value of a smile
now i show it more
it no longer feels like such a chore
Laughter
it's always me making people laugh with no reason defined
now i find myself laughing out loud
something i've not done in such a long time
Patience
taking things slower
see no point in rushing through my life
i'd spend longer to find a purpose more precise
Vision
opening my eyes to the things around me
seeing the world with a new light
seeing myself with a new insight
Beauty
i learnt i'm beautiful
i don't think i look the best
but at least i don't care about the rest
Warmth
the world is cold and cruel
but i drown in the warmth that's left
from the love i get
Love
being loved is a great feeling
this love is different
something worth every bit of sacrificing
all these things are not easy to find
some of it is easier to say and harder to do
but i'll continue learning
cos' all this started because of you!
things changed since i found you
i've changed to a great deal
most of it i'm willing to do
you opened my eyes to all that's new
thank you for loving me
thank you for changing me
i love you beyond reason
you're my guardian angel, my northern star, my inspiration!
"this love is unbreakable"
Let Me
Posted on: Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Posted at: 12:00 AM
Posted at: 12:00 AM
Let me be your chair
You can sit on me all day
I'd support your weight
It'll be a way to show I care
Let me be your pen
Use me to write down your thoughts
I'll assist you in your expressions
I'll do it at the best that I can
Let me be your shoes
Step on me, I'll protect your feet
I'll take you places
For that chance I never wanna lose
Let me be your glasses
I'll make your vision clear
Plus I can be near your eyes
I'll stare into them even when my end is near
Let me be your bag
I'll contain the things important to you
Be on your shoulder
Wherever you take me, it doesn't matter
Let me be your mirror
I don't want to look like you
I just want to be able to stare at your face
And at your beauty I'll be amazed
Let me be your comb
I'd put your hair back in place
Your hair should never cover your face
For it'll hinder your beauty over your throne
Let me be your blanket
I'll keep you warm
Shelter you from the cold
Even after you grow old
Let me be your spoon
I'll hold your food
And feed them to you
I'll assure your diet's healthy and good
Let me be your calculator
I'll solve all your questions
But to count the number of days I love you
'Infinity' shall be my answer
Let me be your text book
I'll clear all your doubts
Take away your confusions
You are the smartest girl beyond reason
Let me be your computer
I'll help you with your assignments
Surf the world wide web with you
I'll tell the world that I love you!
Let me be your radio
I'd play you your favourite songs
I'll sing for you all day long
Know that I love you no matter what
Let me be your dream catcher
I'd take your nightmare away
Bring you the sweetest dreams
I'd do anything for you to sleep better
Let me be yours
Please be mine
For I love you for you
For all the flaws, I don't mind!
You can sit on me all day
I'd support your weight
It'll be a way to show I care
Let me be your pen
Use me to write down your thoughts
I'll assist you in your expressions
I'll do it at the best that I can
Let me be your shoes
Step on me, I'll protect your feet
I'll take you places
For that chance I never wanna lose
Let me be your glasses
I'll make your vision clear
Plus I can be near your eyes
I'll stare into them even when my end is near
Let me be your bag
I'll contain the things important to you
Be on your shoulder
Wherever you take me, it doesn't matter
Let me be your mirror
I don't want to look like you
I just want to be able to stare at your face
And at your beauty I'll be amazed
Let me be your comb
I'd put your hair back in place
Your hair should never cover your face
For it'll hinder your beauty over your throne
Let me be your blanket
I'll keep you warm
Shelter you from the cold
Even after you grow old
Let me be your spoon
I'll hold your food
And feed them to you
I'll assure your diet's healthy and good
Let me be your calculator
I'll solve all your questions
But to count the number of days I love you
'Infinity' shall be my answer
Let me be your text book
I'll clear all your doubts
Take away your confusions
You are the smartest girl beyond reason
Let me be your computer
I'll help you with your assignments
Surf the world wide web with you
I'll tell the world that I love you!
Let me be your radio
I'd play you your favourite songs
I'll sing for you all day long
Know that I love you no matter what
Let me be your dream catcher
I'd take your nightmare away
Bring you the sweetest dreams
I'd do anything for you to sleep better
Let me be yours
Please be mine
For I love you for you
For all the flaws, I don't mind!
you won't be alone...
Where?
Posted on: Sunday, August 12, 2007
Posted at: 9:59 PM
Posted at: 9:59 PM
tell me where to go from here
tell me what else I can do
enough is enough...
how long more can I be here for you?
I don't know who is here
when I was in pain
you left me there in fear
it was your comfort I wanted to gain
left there
all by myself
how can I trust to depend on you
when you chucked me behind the shelf?
when you need a hand
I'll give you mine
when I need one
who can I find?
I've never doubted you
I still don't
just know it's ok
I still don't
just know it's ok
because I know your love is true
Where are you?
When I’m calling your name, oh baby
Where are you?
When I’m here all alone, where are you?
Where are you?
When I reach out my hand, oh honey
Where are you when I need you most, oh babe
Where are you?
So Bad...
Posted on:
Posted at: 1:12 AM
Posted at: 1:12 AM
pain...
it comes and it never leaves
why the huge mistake?
thinking of it makes me weep
it tears my heart
seeing you cry
it tears my heart more
when you don't tell me why
it hurts so bad...
figuring out where the pain comes from is hard
is it the organ behing the scar
or the heart?
tell me what to do
tell me what else I can give
I want to be there
for as long as I live
it comes and it never leaves
why the huge mistake?
thinking of it makes me weep
it tears my heart
seeing you cry
it tears my heart more
when you don't tell me why
it hurts so bad...
figuring out where the pain comes from is hard
is it the organ behing the scar
or the heart?
tell me what to do
tell me what else I can give
I want to be there
for as long as I live
"Give me all your fear, throw it all away.
And think about the good things, no matter what they say,
We'll take tomorrow baby, yeah,
One day at a time."
All My Life
Posted on: Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Posted at: 3:15 AM
Posted at: 3:15 AM
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I..
That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too...
do you?
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I..
That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too...
do you?
Let Her Go
Posted on: Sunday, August 05, 2007
Posted at: 10:03 PM
Posted at: 10:03 PM
She believed
She always have
An angel with faith
Touched by bits of hope
She thought she was accepted
She thought her dream was supported
She thought he'd be there
She thought she'd back her up
She was blinded she was
She failed to see
That nothing's changed
It will always be this way
He said face reality
She said it's time to save
She did her best to defend herself
But the battle was too hard to fight
Sorry she's not achieved much
Sorry she's not the one you deserve
She's never made you proud anyway
What else can she give?
Left with nothing, she cried
All by herself
They love her, she knows
But they don't know who she really is
Does she know?
All she knows is she wants the pain to go away
Take her away
Let her go
She wants to go home,
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside...
She always have
An angel with faith
Touched by bits of hope
She thought she was accepted
She thought her dream was supported
She thought he'd be there
She thought she'd back her up
She was blinded she was
She failed to see
That nothing's changed
It will always be this way
He said face reality
She said it's time to save
She did her best to defend herself
But the battle was too hard to fight
Sorry she's not achieved much
Sorry she's not the one you deserve
She's never made you proud anyway
What else can she give?
Left with nothing, she cried
All by herself
They love her, she knows
But they don't know who she really is
Does she know?
All she knows is she wants the pain to go away
Take her away
Let her go
She wants to go home,
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside...
Better Than Me
Posted on: Thursday, August 02, 2007
Posted at: 2:01 AM
Posted at: 2:01 AM
Emptiness...
I know how that feels like
Looks like saying anything now is of no use
No need for sorrys, no need for tears
But the tears won't stop falling
My heart won't stop aching
It's your forgiveness I'm wanting
It's your hugs I'm yearning
I don't know what to say to make you happy
I don't know how to entertain you
I don't know what I can do to take away your pain
I don't know why I deserve to have you
I failed to take the tears away
I failed to give you a reason to come to me
I failed to find the right words to say
I failed to be there for you
I think you can do much better than this
Guess I've told you many lies that you believed
I don't know why I'm feeling this way
Guilt kicks in and I don't know why I see
That you're awesome, you're the greatest
I've hardly achieved anything in all my years
You may not like what I'm saying
But you deserve much better than me
I know how that feels like
Looks like saying anything now is of no use
No need for sorrys, no need for tears
But the tears won't stop falling
My heart won't stop aching
It's your forgiveness I'm wanting
It's your hugs I'm yearning
I don't know what to say to make you happy
I don't know how to entertain you
I don't know what I can do to take away your pain
I don't know why I deserve to have you
I failed to take the tears away
I failed to give you a reason to come to me
I failed to find the right words to say
I failed to be there for you
I think you can do much better than this
Guess I've told you many lies that you believed
I don't know why I'm feeling this way
Guilt kicks in and I don't know why I see
That you're awesome, you're the greatest
I've hardly achieved anything in all my years
You may not like what I'm saying
But you deserve much better than me