Whenever, I'll Be Here
Posted on: Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Posted at: 1:12 AM
Posted at: 1:12 AM
2 hours of sleep the previous night
Surprisingly enough to last the day
By the end of the time, I was drained
Lips were dry, I've nothing to say
Finally it was time to leave
We strolled down the corridor hand in hand
My stomach rumbling within
I wished the hunger would end
Water collected in your eyes
Your nose turning red
Emotions started to rise
Upset over what was and wasn't said
You were disappointed
Tears started to pour
I thought we sat there and waited
Until tears fell no more
I didn't know what to do
I didn't know what to say
I didn't know what I can do for you
So that you'll feel better, I couldn't find a way
I may not know how you felt at that moment
But I know how it feels like when shit piles up
I always hoped love and support was given
That's why I gave it without the need to ask
Seeing you weep
Makes me feel helpless
All my love I wanted you to keep
Boy did I feel useless
I'm sorry I couldn't do more
I was at a loss
I'm not good at soothing the sore
I'll do anything, I'll pay whatever cost
So you had 2 seconds of dead air
I'd say move along
It's over, nothing to despair
If it was me, I would've sucked like a sappy song
I hope you know I care
And I think you rock
If it's me to be compared
I think all I can do is talk c*ck
Your jokes are funny
Mine are totally corny
People will throw you money
All I'll ever get is shoes that are stinky
Whenever you feel tired
Rest on my shoulder
Whenever you feel on fire
I'll be the punching bag, you'll be the boxer
Whenever you feel scared
Stand behind me
Whenever you need a hug
I'll be really cuddly
Whenever you feel lost
I'll be here with a map and compass
Whenever you need to rant
I'll be here with a listening ear
Whenever you're gonna fall
I'll be here to catch
Whenever you wanna talk
I'll be here ready to pick up your call
Whenever you need someone to standby
I'll be here all set and ready
Whenever you need to cry
I'll be here with a tissue, ready to run the tears dry
Whenever you need someone
I'm your girl
You may find someone else in time to come
But for now, I wanna be part of your world
I want to be here
To take away all your fears
To me you are so dear
Whatever happens, I'll take the tears
Surprisingly enough to last the day
By the end of the time, I was drained
Lips were dry, I've nothing to say
Finally it was time to leave
We strolled down the corridor hand in hand
My stomach rumbling within
I wished the hunger would end
Water collected in your eyes
Your nose turning red
Emotions started to rise
Upset over what was and wasn't said
You were disappointed
Tears started to pour
I thought we sat there and waited
Until tears fell no more
I didn't know what to do
I didn't know what to say
I didn't know what I can do for you
So that you'll feel better, I couldn't find a way
I may not know how you felt at that moment
But I know how it feels like when shit piles up
I always hoped love and support was given
That's why I gave it without the need to ask
Seeing you weep
Makes me feel helpless
All my love I wanted you to keep
Boy did I feel useless
I'm sorry I couldn't do more
I was at a loss
I'm not good at soothing the sore
I'll do anything, I'll pay whatever cost
So you had 2 seconds of dead air
I'd say move along
It's over, nothing to despair
If it was me, I would've sucked like a sappy song
I hope you know I care
And I think you rock
If it's me to be compared
I think all I can do is talk c*ck
Your jokes are funny
Mine are totally corny
People will throw you money
All I'll ever get is shoes that are stinky
Whenever you feel tired
Rest on my shoulder
Whenever you feel on fire
I'll be the punching bag, you'll be the boxer
Whenever you feel scared
Stand behind me
Whenever you need a hug
I'll be really cuddly
Whenever you feel lost
I'll be here with a map and compass
Whenever you need to rant
I'll be here with a listening ear
Whenever you're gonna fall
I'll be here to catch
Whenever you wanna talk
I'll be here ready to pick up your call
Whenever you need someone to standby
I'll be here all set and ready
Whenever you need to cry
I'll be here with a tissue, ready to run the tears dry
Whenever you need someone
I'm your girl
You may find someone else in time to come
But for now, I wanna be part of your world
I want to be here
To take away all your fears
To me you are so dear
Whatever happens, I'll take the tears
Sing
Posted on: Monday, October 30, 2006
Posted at: 5:13 AM
Posted at: 5:13 AM
It's past 5 in the morning
Still awake cos' I can't get to sleep
Don't ask why I can't start dreaming
Don't worry, Halloween's not giving me the creeps
My mind's in a whirl right now
Has to be cos' it's past 5am
The headache I have is rather mild
At this rate, I'll go mad
Got off the phone at 2.24am
With someone close to my heart
With a voice so pastoral
It's the voice of an angel
I thought about the conversations
The topics
All that aggravation, digression
And ignition
I thought we didn't really talk
Because most of the time I was quiet
I didn't want to sound lame
So I just waited and it started
The voice came
Telling me to pay attention
It was a complex problem
As it sounded awesome
I've always loved your singing
But that hit me like lightning
I began to get lost
I got a little too engrossed
You sang the song by 'hinder'
It's my favourite song
I wanted to sing along
But I liked your voice better
For once in a long time
I felt little
You were singing me to sleep
Like a baby under watchful keep
You make me feel small
You make me feel safe
I wish you'll do that more
Any sacrifice, I'll make
Until now your singing is stuck in my head
Like an earworm that won't go away
A reminder was made
That nothing will ever sound the same
If I can only make one call
Anything will be worth giving
To hear your voice above all
So that I can hear that angel sing
Halloween Night
Posted on:
Posted at: 4:12 AM
Posted at: 4:12 AM
Halloween is around the corner! However, it's a weekday so we celebrated it during this weekend. It was a blast!
The 987 crew were all on this Halloween Bus going to 6 clubs in 6 hours. Everyone dressed up and had lots to drink and craziness going around. Don, Sharon, Tim, Vernon, Carrie and Shan met up in the office to dress up together. We had all that crazy outfits, fake blood and tattoos.
Donsie's outfit was a cloak and a green mask. He did look scary though. He even had a fake hand to scare the shit out of people. Mutton V was a japanese ghost. With the golden robe, white face, fake blood all over, he really looked the part. Carrie was a babaric cavewoman. She had bone clubs and a bone on her head. Tim was a mixed between astroboy and dragon ball character who was badly beaten up. However, it had a slight modern touch as he was wearing Timberland boots. Sharon was a sexy arabian chick who also looked like a belly dancer. Soo was a cute japanese schoolgirl. I think pink is her colour. Badass was a witch but without the crooked nose and the mole slighty below the cheek. Shan was a wrapped mummy which took quite a while to get into. Everyone was wondering how he could pee in that and it's actually equally expensive than renting an outfit. It was a real hassle as the bandages kept loosening through the night and we had to rewrap him over again. Xavier went as a forensic scientist fully geared with a mask and gloves. Lawrence was a chinese ghost with a mask. Mutton J was also a chinese ghost, just with a little blood and no mask. Daniel had a huge pumpkin head and a butcher knife, fake of course. Young was a taoist ghost with a cross attached to a knife. Colin and his girlfriend, Pearly, was a vampire couple back from the dead. Daniel Boey went as a police, well, he is a fashion police. The control gang printed their own shirts and went as a cheerleading squad, of course a with little blood and a gothic look. Everyone looked great.
Me? I went as 25 cent! Haha... personally I thought I was 20 cent, but Tim says the 5 cents came for free. I was like a rapper gangsta who just had a street fight. I liked my outfit though. The toy gun and blings made it looked fantastic. Thanks to Young, Yanie and Don! Though my Mum thought it was boring, I thought I looked really cool!
The 987 crew were all on this Halloween Bus going to 6 clubs in 6 hours. Everyone dressed up and had lots to drink and craziness going around. Don, Sharon, Tim, Vernon, Carrie and Shan met up in the office to dress up together. We had all that crazy outfits, fake blood and tattoos.
Donsie's outfit was a cloak and a green mask. He did look scary though. He even had a fake hand to scare the shit out of people. Mutton V was a japanese ghost. With the golden robe, white face, fake blood all over, he really looked the part. Carrie was a babaric cavewoman. She had bone clubs and a bone on her head. Tim was a mixed between astroboy and dragon ball character who was badly beaten up. However, it had a slight modern touch as he was wearing Timberland boots. Sharon was a sexy arabian chick who also looked like a belly dancer. Soo was a cute japanese schoolgirl. I think pink is her colour. Badass was a witch but without the crooked nose and the mole slighty below the cheek. Shan was a wrapped mummy which took quite a while to get into. Everyone was wondering how he could pee in that and it's actually equally expensive than renting an outfit. It was a real hassle as the bandages kept loosening through the night and we had to rewrap him over again. Xavier went as a forensic scientist fully geared with a mask and gloves. Lawrence was a chinese ghost with a mask. Mutton J was also a chinese ghost, just with a little blood and no mask. Daniel had a huge pumpkin head and a butcher knife, fake of course. Young was a taoist ghost with a cross attached to a knife. Colin and his girlfriend, Pearly, was a vampire couple back from the dead. Daniel Boey went as a police, well, he is a fashion police. The control gang printed their own shirts and went as a cheerleading squad, of course a with little blood and a gothic look. Everyone looked great.
Me? I went as 25 cent! Haha... personally I thought I was 20 cent, but Tim says the 5 cents came for free. I was like a rapper gangsta who just had a street fight. I liked my outfit though. The toy gun and blings made it looked fantastic. Thanks to Young, Yanie and Don! Though my Mum thought it was boring, I thought I looked really cool!
Stupid Me
Posted on: Saturday, October 28, 2006
Posted at: 11:59 AM
Posted at: 11:59 AM
I got home in one piece
In case you're wondering
You are all missed
Just weeks and much has happened
Happens so fast
Being slow
I have no idea what can last
I'll face it
Oh yes I will
That nothing can be the same
Isn't that such a shame
I know I'm stupid
Hell yeah I am
I just won't get it
No matter how you explain
I don't get a clue
But that doesn't mean I can't see for myself
I have feelings
And I am so not twelve
I can see what you're doing
I can hear what you're saying
I can feel what you're feeling
I can taste what you're eating
I can make out the signs you're making
I can read between the lines you're texting
I can go to the places you're going
I can sense what you're sensing
I can do so much
I can cry a river
I can hold a grudge
I can love you forever
I can kill
I can explode with rage
I can create a thrill
I can paint you an image
There's something I want to do
But I can't
Only you can help me to
I don't want to put on a front
I want to feel the way you feel
So that you won't feel alone
I want to know what you're thinking
So that I know what to do when I'm with you
I need to know all is real
That I know you really love me
I want to feel your pain
So that two is better than one
I want to help
So that I can ease that feeling
I need to know why you're like that
So that I can understand
If I can help it
I'd rather it be me
I wished you live your life with the ups
And I will feel all your downs
Please help me help you
For I feel helpless from the sidelines
I want to have a clue
'Someone dear'
That's what I am to you
I may not be anything after a year
But you already mean the world to me
In case you're wondering
You are all missed
Just weeks and much has happened
Happens so fast
Being slow
I have no idea what can last
I'll face it
Oh yes I will
That nothing can be the same
Isn't that such a shame
I know I'm stupid
Hell yeah I am
I just won't get it
No matter how you explain
I don't get a clue
But that doesn't mean I can't see for myself
I have feelings
And I am so not twelve
I can see what you're doing
I can hear what you're saying
I can feel what you're feeling
I can taste what you're eating
I can make out the signs you're making
I can read between the lines you're texting
I can go to the places you're going
I can sense what you're sensing
I can do so much
I can cry a river
I can hold a grudge
I can love you forever
I can kill
I can explode with rage
I can create a thrill
I can paint you an image
There's something I want to do
But I can't
Only you can help me to
I don't want to put on a front
I want to feel the way you feel
So that you won't feel alone
I want to know what you're thinking
So that I know what to do when I'm with you
I need to know all is real
That I know you really love me
I want to feel your pain
So that two is better than one
I want to help
So that I can ease that feeling
I need to know why you're like that
So that I can understand
If I can help it
I'd rather it be me
I wished you live your life with the ups
And I will feel all your downs
Please help me help you
For I feel helpless from the sidelines
I want to have a clue
'Someone dear'
That's what I am to you
I may not be anything after a year
But you already mean the world to me
After So Long
Posted on: Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Posted at: 12:41 AM
Posted at: 12:41 AM
I know I know... It's been a long time since I last blogged. Bet lotsa questions running through your minds.
"How'd that DJ Competition go?"
"Have you started your internship?"
"Where are you interning at?"
"What have you been up to?"
"Having the time of your life?"
"Have you started your internship?"
"Where are you interning at?"
"What have you been up to?"
"Having the time of your life?"
Chill y'all! I'll answer them and update you one by one. Not gonna miss out on all that juicy details... you nosey parkers! =P
987 Control
Ok... I made it to Top 16 of the 987 Control DJ Championships. But before you start applausing for me and give me that lame old 'kallang' wave, I have to tell you this. I had to WITHDRAW from the competition. Why? Cos' I'm currently interning with 987FM and ethically, it is not right. So the choice (which wasn't much of one) was given to me was to either intern or compete... and DUH! Obviously I'll choose interning with them.
However, the whole 987 Control gang are really cool people to hang out with and we obviously can't get enough of one another. Hanging out with them just gets more fun, crazy and sometimes... horny. Now before you get the wrong idea, we have no gay action in here. Just pure love, trust and friendship. We took lotsa fun pics that you might want to have a look at. And obviously, we have been hanging out pretty often. And although we only knew each other for a slightly more than a month, we hang out with one another and have fun like we knew each other since kindergarden. And it's really refreshing for me cos' I've not had so much fun in a long time. See for yourself....
987 Control Workshop
Eski Bar
Wei Sheng's Gig at Ben&Jerrys
Chai Lai Angels
Butter Factory
China One
XBox and Crazy Elephant
Tiong Bahru Plaza
Singapore Idol Finals
Bliss
Elliot's Birthday Dinner
Oh yes.... I know. That's a hell lot of pictures. Haha... What can I say? We are trigger happy people! Especially Herbert. Haha...
Ok... I gotta set the records straight. I have a huge extended family now. Just so that you won't get confused if I use certain names, here's the blueprint...
Desiree - Da Jie
Herbert - Big Bro
Elliot - Maggot
Nurun - Funky Monkey
Joyce - Sweets
Michelle - Belle
Ivan - Horny Bro
I also wanna thank everyone for all their support during the hard times and all the fun during the crazy times. Without you guys, my life would be empty. Thanks so much fellas!
Da Jie: Thanks for being there and tolerating all my nonsense. You mean a lot to me. I've never had a sister who stood by me for so long. I really appreciate you. You're one person who I can really count on. I feel at east whenever we hang out. I want you to know that you can do anything you want to do. As long as you did your best, it doesn't matter. I don't really care if my Mum likes you more, I'm just glad that she likes you. Talking to you at night just makes my day seem so much brighter. So much so that without hearing your voice for one day just seems weird and wrong. You're like the sister I never had. I think you'll make a great DJ... and guess what, you already are a great sister anyone can ask for, just glad you're mine.
Big Bro: Let's just say we all have our bad times. I'm happy that you call me up all the time, sometimes to rant. But I don't mind cos' that means You trust me. I trust you too. Thanks for being there, for the encouragement and reassurance. Your hugs are always welcome... just don't call yourself 'Haibal'.... That's a worse radio name, i'd prefer 'Aristotle'. I believe everything will fall into place soon. No worries cos' we'll have each other, always.
Maggot: As much as I call you that, you know I don't mean it really. You know I still appreciate you for all the support you've given me. I've learn a lot from you really. You taught me a lot about life and about myself. Thanks for everything. Thanks to you, I know I can be better than anyone else and I know more than anyone. You always gives me the reassurance I need. That's something not all maggots can do. So rock on maggot. And Elliot, let's contine to do different things so we can find out more about ourselves, and our lives. In any case, I've got your back, you know that and you ARE important and significant. Just know that you weren't the one who turned invisible for 45 minutes.
Sweets: You know I love you no matter what. If I had to be telepathic with someone, I'm glad it's you. I always feel comfortable talking to you, and that I can tell you things I never told anyone else. Thanks for trusting me and always listening and interested in what I have to say. You need to know that you don't have to care what people think of you as long as you know yourself. You can do great things, I know that. You know I'm always glad to be there for you anytime. Just give me a buzz! And you know one day, all those pathetic revolting repulsive loathesome shameless creatures who are laughing now, will be working for you. I'm sure you'll kick ass and will be where you want to be. How'd I know? cos' it's you.
And a couple of announcements for control.... BUY THE DECEMBER ISSUE OF FHM!!! Da Jie and Shayma's gonna be in it! Check them out and of course, if you want their autographs, I'll be glad to get them for you. And also, TUNE IN TO 987 CONTROL DJ CHAMPIONSHIPS, WEEKDAYS 7 - 8PM!!
There... it's done.
987FM
I am now interning with 987FM and yes, I'm having the time of my life! However, haven't really been going round taking pictures. And most of the time, I take videos which shall not be revealed! Haha... We seldom take pictures cos' most of the time, we're too busy having fun and making fun of one another. It's really fun to be where I am now and everyone there looks out for me.
I've got new names! Everyone in the office calls me "Lil' P"! Haha... according to Shan, everyone must have a gangsta name. Tim from Lush is prolly the only one who calls me "Small One". Don's prolly the only one who calls me "Padawan". Mark's prolly the only one who calls me by my actual name. Haha... but they're really great people to hang out with.
W've also developed certain dances to go along with it. Yanie, the 'greek' girl, has her 'cher' dance, Soo's got her 'Panic-at-the-counter' dance and Vernon's got his 'butt' dance. Quite funny... but the videos are not to be released!
Blueprint again!
Vernon - Mutton V
Justin - Mutton J
Don - Donsie
Yanie - Bad Ass
I do hope everyone else are having fun with their internship. =)
Mass Commers
Before our internships started, we did hang out a lot. In fact, we hung out as much as possible cos' we knew once we all start getting busy, we will hardly have that time anymore. Although we haven't gotten the chance to hang out recently, I'm sure you haven't seen these....
Sushi after Med Law Exam
Billy Bombers and TCC
Country Manna
Funan Centre
Haagen Daaz
Ok... so we went a lil' crazy and did lotsa pigging out. But we love it! We cannot say no to food. Well, PJ and I don't really care, Jane won't grow fat no matter how much she eats, so just eat! Haha... I think that's what everyone should do. Screw those dieting shit! Haha... live to eat!
I miss you girls so much! School and work seems so different without you both. PJ... I miss all that lameness and cornyness! Neh Neh! I miss all that car crap that you do everytime we see a box on 4 wheels! Haha... hang out soon k! Love you girls!