my baby...
more beautiful than the grand canyon
more refreshing than the taj mahal
more outstanding than the eiffel tower

your smile...

brighter than the sun

more breath taking than the moon

more eye-catching than the stars

your words...

deeper than a poem

more thoughtful than the lyrics of a song

more hopeful than a prayer

your voice...

more melodious than a tune

more powerful than thunder

more soothing than a lullaby

your touch...

more electrifying than a socket

more loving than an embrace

softer than a feather

your heart...

more homely than home

more sincere than an apology

more true than the facts

I've never excelled in poetry
to find words to express my feelings
it's more difficult than it seems
especially words with the deepest meanings

I've never felt I was good enough
to achieve anything extroadinary
I just do my part
and go by each day with minimal worries

I've never been to outer space
or anywhere further than USA
I can't even step into Malaysia
well, what can I say?

I've never been praised
for anything I've done
my parents just don't see the positivity
they still think my life's all about fun

I've never been the apple of anyone's eye
sometimes I'm just a pain
maybe that's why I try so hard
hoping that to someone, I'd be a saint

I've never been a best friend
to anyone in particular
I've got many friends
some, however, find me rather peculiar

I've never been an angel
I've got no wings to spread
I'm prolly too heavy to fly
either way, I'm too short to reach up high

I've never been popular
in a sense when people really know me
most just see me from the outside
they don't know what I want to be

I've never been visible
people just walk past
I'm prolly too small to be seen
I'm still finding out how long my invisibility last

I've never been significant
I'm just another person
not that important to see
the world can survive without me

I've never been happy
smiling is such a chore
I have to force it out
oh, what a bore!

I've never laughed out loud
I'm usually the clown
the one who gives the laughter
I do my best not to show a frown

I've never been loved
my heart's empty
filled with holes to fill
people who love me are not that many

I've never done a lot of things
honestly I don't care
cos' I've achieved all that I didn't do
since the day I met you

you give me all that I've never had
you bring me to places with your kisses
with your touch, I feel rejuvenated
with your love, I achieve the unexpected

i'm tired

i'm drained

i'm running out of strategies

i'm going out of my mind

it's been not even a week

things have been happening at home

i just wasn't aware

how clueless can i get

i feel like i'm stuck in a bubble

no one knows me

no one is here

no one is here to take the pain away

legs cramp

brains damaged

chest constricted

liver and spleen enlarged

my body's breaking down

so is my mind

i wish you were here

at least i know i'll be fine

i feel you here

here with me

i feel your hand

it's holding mine

your presence lingers here

it feels like you're near

i just wanna hold you

even if it's the last thing i do

i'm with you

wherever you go

search inside your heart

and find me there where i'm home

i'm happy i feel you

i think of you all the time

i can't wait till it becomes real

and you're holding me close in your arms