20/20
Posted on: Thursday, August 27, 2009
Posted at: 5:32 PM
Posted at: 5:32 PM
Last night, I learnt a really interesting phrase which I'm going to keep for the rest of my life.
"Everything is 20/20 sight from behind"
When I look back in my life, I can see the mistakes I made and I realise that although I wished it didn't happen to me, but it's those mistakes that made me who I am today.
I may regret the mistakes, but I don't regret the lessons.
I love you Baby.
I miss you.
I will never leave you.
I will never regret loving you for the rest of my life.
Poison
Posted on: Monday, August 24, 2009
Posted at: 12:58 PM
Posted at: 12:58 PM
Its mid-day.
The weather today is fine. But still a little chilly.
I think I have Arthritis or Rheumatism or something. When I feel cold, my bones start to ache. Damn I feel old.
Radio News Driver's Licence due Friday.
Am sitting in the studio now, getting started. Should've done so last week already.
3 scripts and 2 pieces of audio.
I'm on a roll.
The studio makes me feel like home.
Surprisingly calm and peaceful.
Music playing to keep me in the zone.
I start to feel my passion for Radio again. Not that I lost it. I just haven't been in the studio for awhile.
Things without you slows down.
Things without you feels lost.
Without you, part of me is missing.
But I've been thinking about what Chai said.
I don't want us to be poisonous for each other.
I'm getting myself back into shape.
I'll get my groove back.
Cos' I know I want the same for you.
We know we're always with each other.
So baby, you do your thing. I'll do mine.
Cos' we'll be reunited again.
I love you Baby.
I will never leave you.
The weather today is fine. But still a little chilly.
I think I have Arthritis or Rheumatism or something. When I feel cold, my bones start to ache. Damn I feel old.
Radio News Driver's Licence due Friday.
Am sitting in the studio now, getting started. Should've done so last week already.
3 scripts and 2 pieces of audio.
I'm on a roll.
The studio makes me feel like home.
Surprisingly calm and peaceful.
Music playing to keep me in the zone.
I start to feel my passion for Radio again. Not that I lost it. I just haven't been in the studio for awhile.
Things without you slows down.
Things without you feels lost.
Without you, part of me is missing.
But I've been thinking about what Chai said.
I don't want us to be poisonous for each other.
I'm getting myself back into shape.
I'll get my groove back.
Cos' I know I want the same for you.
We know we're always with each other.
So baby, you do your thing. I'll do mine.
Cos' we'll be reunited again.
I love you Baby.
I will never leave you.
18
Posted on: Friday, August 21, 2009
Posted at: 2:11 PM
Posted at: 2:11 PM
18 more days to go baby!
It's a risk I'm willing to take, to be close to you.
I love you.
1437
Posted on: Thursday, August 20, 2009
Posted at: 11:40 PM
Posted at: 11:40 PM
I'm not ashamed of my past. My past has scarred me deep within and out. There are many things I've done that I'm not proud of.
But my past is what made me who I am today.
Today I stand strong.
Today I still have the faith that we'd last. I had that faith since day 1.
Today I know for a fact you are the love of my life.
Today I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Baby, we gotta be strong for each other.
I can't wait to see you again, to hold you in my arms, look into your beautiful eyes and tell you how much I love you and how special you are to me.
Just to wait for that day, I will be strong, for you, for me, for us.
I love you baby. I will never leave you. I am always with you, just like I always feel you here with me.
Another 200 Reasons Why I Love Racheal Yap
Posted on: Sunday, August 16, 2009
Posted at: 4:38 PM
Posted at: 4:38 PM
1. you sleep with me
2. you keep my bed warm
3. you keep me warm
4. you cover me in the rain
5. you got caught in the rain
6. you wear a long pullover from valleygirl
7. you went to carousel with your parents
8. you met stef and me at carousel
9. you went for dinner with your parents after that
10. you told me your dad likes peanuts
11. you kissed me on my cheek when your parents turned around
12. you forget to put your hand on my lap in the new car
13. you dropped your stuff at 2-68
14. you let me button your jacket for you
15. you went to the dim sum cafe with me
16. you were upset with me at dragon palace
17. you wanted to hang around alone in the city
18. you left me alone that day
19. you told me how you honestly felt in the end
20. you wipe my tears
21. you paid for parking
22. you went to the airport to pick ailin up with us
23. you have a lot of 'junk' in your bag
24. you got a new bag from your mum
25. you got hong kong drama from eric
26. you were shocked to find out people who started smoking
27. you tell me to stop saying you're pretty
28. you are pretty
29. you accept my compliments
30. you let me say you're pretty after i got upset
31. you got lost while sending your mum home from the airport
32. you had to turn one huge round to go back
33. you keep making my chip n dale kiss
34. you ask me why i'm chip
35. you met my friends in singapore
36. you stayed at my house with me
37, you stayed at your aunt's house
38. you stayed at corpthorne kings with me
39. you went to zouk with me
40. you like viceroy menthol lights
41. you paid for cab fares
42. you were ok when we slept on separate mattresses
43. you played with princess
44. you waited at the vet clinic with me
45. you consoled me when princess died
44. you let me cry
45. you helped me move my stuff
46. you helped me unpack my clothes
47. you fed me panadol
48. you made porridge for me when i was sick
49. you were happy that i ate
50. you rented hong kong dramas from northbridge
51. you passed the show to your parents
52. you watched 'harry potter and the half blooded prince' with me
53. you didn't mind when i fell asleep during that movie
54. you watched 'ice age 3' in 3D with me
55. you didn't laugh at me when i wore the 3D glasses
56. you always ask me for my nail clipper
57. you clip your nails by the dustbin in the kitchen
58. you always ask whether Tigga came back
59. you poured too much food for Tigga
60. you were sad when Tigga ran out
61. you played with Pappin when he came
62. you are not impressed with shrek
63. you comforted me when i failed my driving
64. you are confident that i'd pass the next time
65. you push the trolley in coles
66. you remember to lock the doors in the new car
67. you went to perth mint with me
68. you bought a love coin for me
69. you ask me for my zodiac in the shop
70. you went to caversham with me
71. you didn't mind missing the shows
72. you pat the animals
73. you took pictures with the animals
74. you were scared to feed the deer
75. you didn't mind missing the koalas
76. you fed me hungry jacks fries in the car
77. you stood on the 'vibrator'
78. you watched 'my life in ruins' with me and the rest
79. you didn't mind watching a movie you watched before again
80. you ask me to apply for the student edge card
81. you watched 'the proposal' with me
82. you accepted my proposal
83. you didn't believe me about the 'free gift'
84. you didn't mind it wasn't romantic
85. you watched 'public enemies' with me and jacelyn
86. you were afraid of some of the gun shots
87. you told me it was johnny depp
88. you wanted me to watch 'overheard' with you
89. you watch it with me
90. you made sure there were subtitles
91. you said the actor is very handsome
92. you told me he's not the singer i thought he was
93. you told me they look alike
94. you offered to help me wash the toilet
95. you washed the toilet
96. you cleared the litter box
97. you gave me a outgoing passenger card at the airport
98. you wrote lines for me
99. you gave me your malaysian address
100. you didn't mind the choker broke
101. you went to burswood to see people gamble with me
102. you told me about the daniel story
103. you advised the guys not to lend him money
104. you played mahjong with me, cat and ki ghin
105. you didn't win at all the first time
106. you won the second time
107. you teamed up with stef
108. you didn't mind her blurting out your cards
109. you offered to let her play
110. you wore the purple dress when i ask you to dress nice
111. you always dress nice
112. you sold your text books in the guild shop
113. you helped cat buy the text book from your friend
114. you watched me play basketball
115. you didn't mind when i didn't score any shots
116. you went for your jab
117. you wanted me to be there
118. you were surprised i was there
119. you told me it doesn't hurt cos i was there
120. you slept in the car while driving to rebecca's uncle's house
121. you slept with your mouth open
122. you helped massage my legs
123. you wiped my perspiration off my forehead
124. you didn't mind when i stank or when i was dirty
125. you said you'd still hug me
126. you said you'd still hold me tight
127. you said you'd do that no matter what
128. you went to kardi tavern with me and the rest
129. you didn't mind not going kardi during your last week
130. you would rather play mahjong
131. you played poker with us
132. you lost at poker
133. you felt bad when i paid for your losses
134. you brought water for me
135. you kept craving for bubble tea
136. you bought bubble tea in the city
137. you returned the hong kong series on time
138. you fed me fish crackers in the car
139. you attempted to pull me out of bed
140. you always want to play 'catching' with me in the flat
141. you would forget to close the door
142. you dyed your hair
143. you went to see belle's dog
144. you gave her dog treats after she did a trick
145. you played circle of death with us
146. you drank coke
147. you didn't mind me drinking that night
148. you put me into bed
149. you meet me after class
150. you went to aqwa with me
151. you were surprised at your farewell party
152. you kept asking me how i invited people
153. you thanked me for it
154. you consoled stef when she cried
155. you took pictures with everyone
156. you got 2 bottles of wine
157. you thought you lost the white wine
158. you played question game with us
159. you shouted that you love me to everyone
160. you didn't mind me putting cake on your face
161. you don't wear your glasses when you are on a flight
162. you cried the morning you had to go
163. you had to go
164. you liked the scrapbook
165. you didn't understand why i gave you a compass at first
166. you read my message
167. you then understand why
168. you cried while reading the scrapbook
169. you cried at the airport
170. you hugged me very tight at the airport
171. you didn't let go of my hand
172. you start to talk like nigel
173. you know i will ignore you when you do that
174. you will still do that
175. you talk normally when i ask 'WHAT' very loudly
176. you talk normally when i ignore you
177. you changed your hard disk of your laptop
178. you ask for the pictures we took
179. you called me when you touched down at the airport
180. you called me before the plane took off
181. you told me you will never leave me
182. you will never leave me
183. you tell me you trust me
184. you trust me
185. you ask me to take my medicine
186. you don't want to worry for me when you're not physically with me
187. you agree we're only physically separated
189. you always lose at thumb wrestling
190. you went to little caesars with me, jasmine, terence and angel
191. you had a bite of the chocolate dessert pizza
192. you let me lie on your shoulder in terence's car
193. you scold people when they scold or bully me
194. you will grind your teeth
195. you say funny things when you sleep
196. you will always be with me
197. you are my everything
198. you cannot leave me
199. you are stuck with me for the rest of your life
200. you know i will love you with all my heart and soul
2. you keep my bed warm
3. you keep me warm
4. you cover me in the rain
5. you got caught in the rain
6. you wear a long pullover from valleygirl
7. you went to carousel with your parents
8. you met stef and me at carousel
9. you went for dinner with your parents after that
10. you told me your dad likes peanuts
11. you kissed me on my cheek when your parents turned around
12. you forget to put your hand on my lap in the new car
13. you dropped your stuff at 2-68
14. you let me button your jacket for you
15. you went to the dim sum cafe with me
16. you were upset with me at dragon palace
17. you wanted to hang around alone in the city
18. you left me alone that day
19. you told me how you honestly felt in the end
20. you wipe my tears
21. you paid for parking
22. you went to the airport to pick ailin up with us
23. you have a lot of 'junk' in your bag
24. you got a new bag from your mum
25. you got hong kong drama from eric
26. you were shocked to find out people who started smoking
27. you tell me to stop saying you're pretty
28. you are pretty
29. you accept my compliments
30. you let me say you're pretty after i got upset
31. you got lost while sending your mum home from the airport
32. you had to turn one huge round to go back
33. you keep making my chip n dale kiss
34. you ask me why i'm chip
35. you met my friends in singapore
36. you stayed at my house with me
37, you stayed at your aunt's house
38. you stayed at corpthorne kings with me
39. you went to zouk with me
40. you like viceroy menthol lights
41. you paid for cab fares
42. you were ok when we slept on separate mattresses
43. you played with princess
44. you waited at the vet clinic with me
45. you consoled me when princess died
44. you let me cry
45. you helped me move my stuff
46. you helped me unpack my clothes
47. you fed me panadol
48. you made porridge for me when i was sick
49. you were happy that i ate
50. you rented hong kong dramas from northbridge
51. you passed the show to your parents
52. you watched 'harry potter and the half blooded prince' with me
53. you didn't mind when i fell asleep during that movie
54. you watched 'ice age 3' in 3D with me
55. you didn't laugh at me when i wore the 3D glasses
56. you always ask me for my nail clipper
57. you clip your nails by the dustbin in the kitchen
58. you always ask whether Tigga came back
59. you poured too much food for Tigga
60. you were sad when Tigga ran out
61. you played with Pappin when he came
62. you are not impressed with shrek
63. you comforted me when i failed my driving
64. you are confident that i'd pass the next time
65. you push the trolley in coles
66. you remember to lock the doors in the new car
67. you went to perth mint with me
68. you bought a love coin for me
69. you ask me for my zodiac in the shop
70. you went to caversham with me
71. you didn't mind missing the shows
72. you pat the animals
73. you took pictures with the animals
74. you were scared to feed the deer
75. you didn't mind missing the koalas
76. you fed me hungry jacks fries in the car
77. you stood on the 'vibrator'
78. you watched 'my life in ruins' with me and the rest
79. you didn't mind watching a movie you watched before again
80. you ask me to apply for the student edge card
81. you watched 'the proposal' with me
82. you accepted my proposal
83. you didn't believe me about the 'free gift'
84. you didn't mind it wasn't romantic
85. you watched 'public enemies' with me and jacelyn
86. you were afraid of some of the gun shots
87. you told me it was johnny depp
88. you wanted me to watch 'overheard' with you
89. you watch it with me
90. you made sure there were subtitles
91. you said the actor is very handsome
92. you told me he's not the singer i thought he was
93. you told me they look alike
94. you offered to help me wash the toilet
95. you washed the toilet
96. you cleared the litter box
97. you gave me a outgoing passenger card at the airport
98. you wrote lines for me
99. you gave me your malaysian address
100. you didn't mind the choker broke
101. you went to burswood to see people gamble with me
102. you told me about the daniel story
103. you advised the guys not to lend him money
104. you played mahjong with me, cat and ki ghin
105. you didn't win at all the first time
106. you won the second time
107. you teamed up with stef
108. you didn't mind her blurting out your cards
109. you offered to let her play
110. you wore the purple dress when i ask you to dress nice
111. you always dress nice
112. you sold your text books in the guild shop
113. you helped cat buy the text book from your friend
114. you watched me play basketball
115. you didn't mind when i didn't score any shots
116. you went for your jab
117. you wanted me to be there
118. you were surprised i was there
119. you told me it doesn't hurt cos i was there
120. you slept in the car while driving to rebecca's uncle's house
121. you slept with your mouth open
122. you helped massage my legs
123. you wiped my perspiration off my forehead
124. you didn't mind when i stank or when i was dirty
125. you said you'd still hug me
126. you said you'd still hold me tight
127. you said you'd do that no matter what
128. you went to kardi tavern with me and the rest
129. you didn't mind not going kardi during your last week
130. you would rather play mahjong
131. you played poker with us
132. you lost at poker
133. you felt bad when i paid for your losses
134. you brought water for me
135. you kept craving for bubble tea
136. you bought bubble tea in the city
137. you returned the hong kong series on time
138. you fed me fish crackers in the car
139. you attempted to pull me out of bed
140. you always want to play 'catching' with me in the flat
141. you would forget to close the door
142. you dyed your hair
143. you went to see belle's dog
144. you gave her dog treats after she did a trick
145. you played circle of death with us
146. you drank coke
147. you didn't mind me drinking that night
148. you put me into bed
149. you meet me after class
150. you went to aqwa with me
151. you were surprised at your farewell party
152. you kept asking me how i invited people
153. you thanked me for it
154. you consoled stef when she cried
155. you took pictures with everyone
156. you got 2 bottles of wine
157. you thought you lost the white wine
158. you played question game with us
159. you shouted that you love me to everyone
160. you didn't mind me putting cake on your face
161. you don't wear your glasses when you are on a flight
162. you cried the morning you had to go
163. you had to go
164. you liked the scrapbook
165. you didn't understand why i gave you a compass at first
166. you read my message
167. you then understand why
168. you cried while reading the scrapbook
169. you cried at the airport
170. you hugged me very tight at the airport
171. you didn't let go of my hand
172. you start to talk like nigel
173. you know i will ignore you when you do that
174. you will still do that
175. you talk normally when i ask 'WHAT' very loudly
176. you talk normally when i ignore you
177. you changed your hard disk of your laptop
178. you ask for the pictures we took
179. you called me when you touched down at the airport
180. you called me before the plane took off
181. you told me you will never leave me
182. you will never leave me
183. you tell me you trust me
184. you trust me
185. you ask me to take my medicine
186. you don't want to worry for me when you're not physically with me
187. you agree we're only physically separated
189. you always lose at thumb wrestling
190. you went to little caesars with me, jasmine, terence and angel
191. you had a bite of the chocolate dessert pizza
192. you let me lie on your shoulder in terence's car
193. you scold people when they scold or bully me
194. you will grind your teeth
195. you say funny things when you sleep
196. you will always be with me
197. you are my everything
198. you cannot leave me
199. you are stuck with me for the rest of your life
200. you know i will love you with all my heart and soul