going bonkers!
Posted on: Thursday, December 01, 2005
Posted at: 7:39 AM
hey peeps!

oh my god! i'm going crazy la! so many things to do but so little time! goodness... i have no idea how am i gonna survive this semester. i'm gonna die.

staring at the computer screen
my eyes hurt, my head spins
its making me wanna scream
writing and writing
when will it ever end?
it's always the case
it's all crap in a can
thinking of my team
there is no one
i'm doing a one-man show
with no audience, no backstage crew and no cast
you say you'll be there
they all say the same things don't they?
but they never fulfil their promises
it makes me wonder, do they care?
there has been fun
prom and all
but why won't the fun stay?
and make all this pain go away
who is there to count on?
how to smile, how to shine?
when stress
keeps creeping up and down my spine
i have no idea why i'm writing this
but i guess it is how i feel
when will i ever feel bliss?
and able to run around in a wide, open field