Khai: thanks for wanting to send me home. i'm sorry when i didn't want to. but i'm ok and i will be ok. i have to be ok. cos i know i've got you. keep your relationship with your gf going man. i know you are the best that she has. 

Nadia: i appreciate you holding me, giving me hugs, putting me on your bed and wrapping me up like a cocoon. you don't have to feel lonely. cos you know you've always got me. and when we've got each other, none of us gotta feel lost. you keep me going babe. you really do. i miss living with you in the same house, same flat. enjoying our comfort food, our toast with cheese or peanut butter and the milo you always make for me filled with love. i love you too. 

Jacelyn: i know you've had enough of me being a fool. i won't be that fool anymore. i think of you and it gives me the strength to be the person that i have to be. and i will be. sorry i caused quite a racket. i appreciate you for being my friend. and no matter what, i'll keep you in my heart for the rest of my life. 

Cat: thanks for drinking with me and always making me laugh. each time i see you, i miss the times we shared. but i know that those times, will only get better and those times will just add on to the times we've already had. cos i'll be your friend till the day i go. and i know you'll be my friend too. your hugs bring me joy. 

Stefanie: when i see you cry, it makes me want to cry too. you know the times you had last semester is over. this semester is a whole new beginning. we've got each other, we've all we've got. and you will always have me whenever you call or text me. i'd be willing to go up to your room and make you laugh till you snort non stop. i will do that for you. cos i know you will do so much more for me. 

Shayma: thanks for always being there and trusting me with everything you have. you give me faith and you're the one who's always telling me to go with what i feel. and i feel that i want to be ok. i want to be able to look after you. for you to call me at 3 in the morning and i'd run to your place anytime. please don't shut me out cos i made a mistake. i want you to trust me, cos i trust you.

Chai: i really needed what you told me that night. i heard everything loud and clear. you did give me a wake up call and i think its enough. you were harsh and your words hurt but it makes me stronger. you deserve the best chai. i will be better for myself and for me to convince myself that i deserve you as a friend. and you deserve me too. 

Rebecca: me not being adopted really brings me joy, being able to share a special bond with you. sorry for making you worry and for bringing you down. i will be who i deserve to be, for myself and for you to be able to know that you've got a strong and responsible daughter. that i will proudly say you're always in my heart. 

Harky: thanks for coming back that night. it really comforts me knowing that you care so much for me. it wasn't cool what i did that night. but you were there anyway. i dont want to be a burden to anyone. not to you. cos you deserve to be happy and free from people who brings you down. i won't bring you down ever again. trust me. i love you. 

Eunice: my message on fb says all i want to say. but i'm happy for you to find your dreams and go for it all the way. i will be around to share your joy. cos i know you'll always be a part of me to share my joys with me. thanks for being my friend. you'll be missed dearly and loved wholeheartedly by me.

Racheal: thanks for everything. you know you deserve the best. you do. you really do. i'd stand up for you anytime anyday. cos you are important to me. i love you. 

Eric: thanks for building the dominoes with the wreck i've made. it'll be our little secret. you will always be someone i'd go to for comfort and entertainment. your iphone makes our day all the time. you make mine.

Zoe: you never fail to make me smile. and i know that when i've got you, you got me. and to be able to allow myself to be there, i've got to be ok. and i will be. thanks for having faith in me.