Bloodline
Posted on: Monday, August 27, 2007
Posted at: 12:08 AM
long day
it was so draining
to deal with those kids
sometimes i wish i never took this job

suddenly i feel i didn't have a clue
suddenly i feel i'm not cut out for the job
i suddenly sit there in envy
i suddenly wonder what it'll be like
to have the 2 people caring like that

concerned faces
loving caresses
i never had that
i never had anything they had
in awe, i sat there
all i can do is envy
and wonder how it feels like to be in their shoes

you both never got along
how long do you want this to go on?
i guess you're too caught up in each others' lives
to even give a shit about mine

guess i mean nothing to you
nothing's important about me
it doesn't concern you does it?
why does your blood flow in mine?

i'm an orphan. i'd rather be.
you make me wish i was never born